Like usual..

Today just like usual,
woke up 7.30am in the morning,
after breakfast and read the newspaper,
started work until lunch time..
then watched TV and cleaning the whole evening..
later still have to wash clothes..
but nt really feel tired today as i slept well last night,
after i go 'bai bai'..

hahaha..juz like tat lo...

好热的两天..

这几天都好热喔~

热到我有点闷..

又累..

不管做什么都好..

都是满脸和满身的汗..

唉~

地球的天气真的越变越糟了..

希望朋友们好好照顾自己..

喝多一点水..

不要生病了哦~

^^

澄清..

ERM..

想想看好像有几位朋友误会了..

我上一个POST的意思了..

所以,

就在此澄清一下吧!

^^

对事物有欲望..

并不代表我不会珍惜我现在,

所拥有的一切啊!..

难道,

对事物有欲望是错的吗?..

^^

那些只是我想拥有的东西罢了..

想也就只有想而已..

我当然知道要珍惜现在所拥有的..

也有再珍惜着..

为那些事物烦恼也只是暂时的..

所以呢,

你们啊..

就不用太担心我了..

哈哈..

^^

心里对事物的欲望..

最近,

我的心对事物有很强的欲望..

一直都在想..

如果我很有钱就好了..

但是,

你知道啦..
想想而已又有什么用呢?..

就因为这样..

总觉得很闷, 心情不好..

我想得到的东西有:

W705-手机

VAIO-笔记型电脑

IPOD-随身听

那些东西都好贵喔~~

唉~

希望有一天可以买下它们..

^^

不后悔的未来

今天早上比较迟醒来..

因为感觉有点累..

好在今天不用做工咯..

不然爸妈肯定骂的..

过后就去吃早餐..

然后就看电视到中午,

就帮忙看店一下下..

然后再继续看戏..

今天的行程就是这样..

没什么特别的..

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最近又被爸爸烦了..

他常常在我面前讲关于念书的事情..

也许是因为,

他又从朋友那里听到了什么吧..

不过,

最常听到的就是先去念F6会比较好..

这样以后进大学比较容易..

而且STPM出来的工资会比SPM出来的工资高很多..

但是, 这个我想是事实啦..

我是很想很想拿高的工资..

但如果我STPM的成绩不好呢?..

那我就浪费时间了..

但也有很多人听了我SPM的成绩

都说如果没有去念F6的话很可惜..

弄得我很矛盾..

不知道该往那条路走..

唉~

不管怎样..

船到桥头自然直嘛..

相信..

我会走到属于我的路..

现在要做的就是..

做好眼前的事情..

这样的话..

我的未来又多了一个选择..

多一点选择,好过只有一条路走吧..

这样我从中可以选择..

我不会后悔的未来..

爱情

最近也不知道为什么,

脑袋总爱幻想,

幻想着根本不会发生在我身上的事情..

也许, 是我自己的心里有这样的渴望吧..

虽然知道不可能发生,

但幻想的时候的感觉还不错..

所以,

还是有抱着一点点的希望..

希望有一天,

幻想变成事实..

虽然会成真的希望只有0.01%..

但至少还有希望吧~~

不过,

我相信我很快就会从梦里醒来了吧..

毕竟,

我也不想浪费时间..

就让我在等待幻想变事实的时候,

做一些有用的事情吧~~

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刚刚,

一位好就不见的朋友传简讯给我..

她告诉我,

她和她的男朋友分手了..

而那个男孩给她的分手的原因竟然是..

"we can make better friends than a couple"

这样的原因,

她能接受吗?..

相信她现在一定很难过..

毕竟喜欢了他那么多年了..

好不容易她等到他对她告白..

他们也终于谈恋爱了..

但, 不到一个月就分手了..

刚刚也安慰过她了..

希望她可以快点好起来..

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爱情的定义到底是什么呢?..

我想,

答案因人而异吧..

但最近的我觉得..

爱情,

有好也有坏..

好的时候就像VITAMINS一样..

越接近它,

它就会滋润你,

让你觉得快乐又幸福..

坏的时候就像毒品,

当你已经接触了它,

它想要离你而去的时候,

你想要离开它,要戒掉它..

就有点困难也很辛苦..

但也可以从中学到教训..

这... 就是我对爱情现有的定义..

那你对爱情的定义又是什么呢?..

哈哈..

不必急着也不必告诉我答案..

听听你的心给你的答案..

然后保留在心里吧..

^^

昨天,今天, 我做了什么?

昨天,

也就是农历3月28日,

是我的农历生日..

我就像往常一样,

早上7.30就醒了..

洗完澡,吃了早餐过后就在店里帮忙..

午餐, 姐姐帮我准备了..

长寿面, 两颗蛋..

还有就是我最爱吃的..

炒potato..

^^

谢谢哦姐姐!

还有家人!

让我昨天过的还算开心吧!..

^^

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今天,

早上的行程就和前几天一样..

但今天的工作内容就比较不一样了..

今天我帮爸妈把BILLS分类..

听起来像是很容易做的事情吧?..

开始的我也是那么认为的..

但其实没那么容易..

不过, 应该还难不倒我吧!

^^

Be optimistic and patience

Yesterday morning woke up at 6am

then followed dad, bro and Jacq out..

after sent them to sch,

dad and i went to take our breakfast

we went to have curry mee which cooked by my cousins

he and his friends sell food at Guang He Cafe

their curry mee taste really nice!!

i told dad that i want to try their food again next time^^

When came to afternoon,

i watched TV and had my lunch..

after that then help out in shop..

I managed to finish changing the batteries of the digital watches..

yeapy!!^^

At night,

I watched "篮球活" till 9.30pm

then went washed clothes..

those were what i had done yesterday..

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Today I woke up at abt 7.30am..

after taken bath and breakfast,

then help out in shop again..

but today i have nothing to do..

juz sit there and wait customer come..

in the afternoon,

i finished the last episode of the drama

and continued with a new drama

by the title " 霹雳MIT"..

I just managed to watch until episode 3..

The help in shop again..

now online a while to update my blog

in case of i didn't online again tonight..

then later i will wash clothes

and that's the end of my job today..

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These few days keep thinking of the interview

and to buy handphone

But i knw i hav to think optimistc,

becos i think that if i try my best

it's enough already..

and i know that if i didn't pass the interview

there are still many ways for me to go to

continue my studies..

^^

Abt the handphone,

I can just be patience to wait..

because the most important things now for me

is save more and more money

AND my studies..

轻松的一天..

今天对我来说是轻松的一天..

并不是我今天没有做工..

而是我又懂得放下了一些,

这些年以来让我很执着的东西..

是依赖..

其实我很恨我自己..

为什么要依赖?..

我也有我自己的风格,

也有自己的处事方法,

也有我自己的想法..

为什么就是要逼自己去顺从人呢?..

直到今天..

我发觉我必须要摆脱这样的情况了..

我要摆脱掉这个让我不快乐,

感觉有点很容易像要被放掉的情况..

我要摆脱掉!

而且我相信我一定做得到!

就因为有这样的想法..

我... 轻松了...

Relaxing Friday~~

Today morning woke up as usual

after taken breakfast

then help in shop lo

suddenly,

grandfather came to find parents

and chat with them

then i continued wif my job until 12pm

after taken lunch

jiu go watch TV and online a while

when 4pm

start washed clothes lo

haha..

that's all my job for today lor..

nothing special..

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06 of May

i have to go for the SPA interview

recently gt find sum informations

abt the questions they will ask when interview

dine,

thx for the notes you send to me ya!..

it's really usefull lor..

haha

tel u oh..

my mum said me terlalu tergantung on you le..

haha

but bopien~~

who ask you are my buddy..

hiahia..

jkjk..

feel abit bu hao yi si to you lor..

if i do find sum informations or wat

then i will send to you too de!^^

haha..

Hope you also jia you!

as you say de..

hope both of us cn get it together..

then we cn study togother le..

^^

JIA YOU!

W705 - RM1060

many days no update blog ler

becos i dunno wat to write na

haha

I do the same things everyday lo

morning wake up at 7.30am

then start help in shop at 8am till 12pm

then take lunch lo

after tat i do cleaning in the whole evening

till 6pm

then my jod for one days finished

haha

so, that's nth special lo

^^

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I went to Saberkas just now

then I took the chance to have a look

at my dream phone - W705

hiahia

but its price make me feel so pek chek

haha

RM1060 ne..

wao~~

haha

nw I'm saving my money..

Hope I cn buy it by this year..

haha

if anyone want sponsor me then

call me ya!

haha

JUZ kidding la..

^^

Wish me can buy it early ba!!

haha

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and le

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO

wirawati terbaik di KEM BUKIT SABAN

SIRI 6 / KUMPULAN 1

that's Miss Tay Ee Hui!!

hahaha

Happy birthday ya! Girl.

Hope you happy and lucky eveyday!

and the most important is

STAY HEALTHY oh!

^^

Our Love Will Always Last by Edward Chun

As we walk this land
Side by side, hand in hand
I know that some clouds may pass
But if we hold on tight
And love with all our might
Then the thorns in our life will never last

And the roads may sometimes be unpaved
You may think that our love cannot be saved
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night

And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…

See the sunrise in the sky
Kiss the sunset as we lie
At night, I’ll never leave your side
But I know someday
I’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray
Oh, darling, wish that I could heal your pain…

Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…

And if we hold on tight,
stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last

Yeah!~~

Dine just told me a good news

during tis afternoon..

both of us had chosen for the SPA interview for nursing..

I will attend the interview on 6 May 2009..

I have to be at the venue of the interview before 8am..

hahaha..

just feel happy when heard the news..

this is a good starting point..

so i need to have full-prepared for the coming interview..

Hope i will do my best in the interview..

Actually,

i had mixing feelings when i heard abt the news..

happy+confused..

Anyway,

I just try my best for the interview 1st..

^^

Finally~

Finally,

i had gt my decision..

and i feel really relax now..

haha..

Anyway,

I hope that the government cn approve

our(dine and i) applyment..

if nt,

i decided go study form6..

and this time i rela go study form6..

becos i realised that..

study form6 is nt that bad..

although it's very hard..

but has a lot of benefits..

and the main reason is..

i no need to apply for loan..

that's mean tat i no nid to pay after i grduated..

and i still cn straight away continue with degree..

anyway,

i've start learn to think positively..

everything have their positive way to think..

as i really feel relax if i do tat..

^^

Relax + Worry

I feel really relax these 2 days

and migraine din come find me

so nt feel that tired and unwell already..

haha..

and yet,

small cousin also recovered already..

so nt hav much work to do..

juz the whole day take care of her..

accompany her watch tv and so on..

haha..

But still have sumthing make me really worry na..

it's abt my studies..

i dun knw what i'm going to do nw..

nw i had really thinking of other plans le..

but dun knw wan to use which one nw..

haiz..

i have to decide quickly..

so nw i think i hav to cool down na..

as i already cooled down ler..

haha..

let me think again ba!.

haha..

there will be an open interview for

kch specialist tmr..

maybe i will go and try..

so,

wish me gud luck ba!.

^^

Happy April Fool!!

Actually today is a happy day for me

but..

haha..

i think some of my friends already knew that

wat's happened..

so i no nid to tell the long story here..

Erm..

just realised that i din update blog dor 2 days already..

for ur information,

these 2 days i had migraine..

so i rest early lor..

and yet my small cousin had fever 3 days already..

today juz recovered..

hope that she won't be sick again le..

^^

tat's all why i done these 2 days...

haha..

juz simply tell u guys..

lastly,

HAPPY APRIL FOOL!!!

^^