Hopeless...

Today didn't really help in shop

becos i got migraine today..

i rest for the whole morning..

Then, i continued my work in the afternoon..

until 6pm..

after dinner and bath,

i online to check mail..

then Dine bring a news to me..

make me feel that really hopeless..

112470ppl apply for nursing course..

they will choose 762ppl..

but onli 80 kekosongan jawatan..

really hopeless..

i think my chances are very low..

not very low,

i think is totally no chances ba..

nw..

really confused..

i dunno wat to do..

juz..

feel like..

want get crazy already..

and yet migraine stil haven't recover yet..

haiz..

really feel sick le..

sad.

T.T