向日葵 代表着希望 但愿这个世界 还有希望 哪怕 只有一点点

♪心里的音乐♪

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I'm Just a Little Girl- Hey Girl

我是女生 我只是女生

轻轻在额头上一吻 是你对我的负责

你说我还是只是女生 不懂爱的残忍

轻轻擦去我的泪痕 是你成熟的象征

你说你只会爱女人 还接着笑我笨

但是我心中的爱情 没那么多的难题

我只知道爱上了 那就是爱上了

没有疑问

我是女生 只要爱一个人

用尽全力去争

不管爱情有多残忍 不管你笑我笨

我是女生 不管爱多残忍

我比谁都认真

不管是女生或女人 不管你笑我笨

我是女生

轻轻在额头上一吻 是你对我的负责

你说我还是只是女生 不懂爱的残忍

轻轻擦去我的泪痕 是你成熟的象征

你说你只会爱女人 还接着笑我笨

但是我心中的爱情 没那么多的难题

我只知道爱上了 那就是爱上了

没有疑问

我是女生 只要爱一个人

用尽全力去争

不管爱情有多残忍 不管你笑我笨

我是女生 不管爱多残忍

我比谁都认真

不管是女生或女人 不管你笑我笨

我是女生

我是女生 只要爱一个人

用尽全力去争

不管爱情有多残忍 不管你笑我笨

我是女生 不管爱多残忍 我比谁都认真

不管是女生或女人 不管你笑我笨

我是女生

Monday, September 29, 2008

哭.. 是上天给所有女孩的权利..

刚刚突然想到了以前的一些事情..
一些辛苦,难过, 压力的事情..
还记得那个时候,
真的好想好想哭..
但好多人都在泊我冷水..
说什么哭不能解决问题..干什么要浪费泪水?..
听到这句话, 是你的话, 你一定会忍住不哭..
我也的确这样做了..
但一没有人在旁边的时候,
泪水就像瀑布一样不停的流..
现在, 我看到了和我以前一样的朋友..
她好多事情要做..
要面对周围的人的眼光..
看她那么想哭..
我突然想到了一句话..
哭, 是上天给所有女孩的权利..
为什么不好好的去运用呢?..
也许有些女孩觉得,
哭, 很懦弱, 很浪费时间, 也很丢脸..
但想一想, 女孩可以比男生更理直气壮的哭..
而且, 也许对一些女孩来说..
哭, 是生命里不可以缺少的..
眼泪代表着你的快乐, 悲伤, 压力还有很多很多复杂的情绪..
打从我们出生那天起,
有谁不是哭着来到这世界的呢?..^^
女孩们, 想哭的时候,
就尽情的哭吧!..
但, 别哭得太久..
哭过后, 要更坚强..
而且, 告诉自己..
我是拿得起, 放得下的人..
所以, 女孩想哭的时候就哭..
但还是那句话,
不可以哭太久..
哭, 对有些女孩来说是成长,
而不是浪费时间,
更不会是懦弱..
所以, 当朋友想哭的时候,
就静静的让她们靠在你的肩膀..
让她们放声大哭..
这样对她们来说也许是最有效的..

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Good News from My little cousin..^^

Just woke up at 10.00am..
i feel very tired, damn tired..
becos last nite online till 12.35am then just went to sleep..
then Jing Yi come back and bring a good news to us..
She got consolation prize for kneading competition!!!..
woo~.. my little cousin so cute..
she also gt took part in singing competition..
but i think she din gt anything lor..
nevermind na..
you still very very young..
still got chance de lar..
haha..
congratulations yo!! Jacqueline..

my cousin Jacqueline..^^







Saturday, September 27, 2008

Shit la!!

Just come back from SC and MX club installation nite dinner..
actually i am very happy de..
cos i gt a free movie ticket from the lucky draw session..
but my mood become not very good ki..
very bad, damn bad arr..
Shit la..
my dad lor, say me no use again liao..
why le?..
eh man, i knw tat is the church..
but i dunno tat is lian he jiao hui boh..
hw i knw mum hav dinner thr le?..
still say dunno how to think..
hw i knw u want pick dine back arr..
you din remind me juz nw le..
kek tiok..
still say me fierce kok..
oi, u think u so keqi when talking to me?..
brg gud news to you..
still say me useless..
really sad arr..
you arr.. haiz...
i dunno use wat words to describe you liao..
Shit la!!!!!
dine, if you see tis dun thnk too much ya!!..
not your fault..^^

Everyday..^^

[Troy]
Once in a lifetime means there’s no second chance
so I believe that you and me
should grab it while we can
[Gabriella]
Make it last forever
and never give it back
[Troy]
It’s our turn, and I’m loving’ where we’re at
[Both]
Because this moment’s really all we have
[Troy]
Everydayof our lives,
[Gabriella]
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
[Troy]
Gonna run
[Both]
While we’re youngand keep the faith
[Troy]
Everyday
[Both]
From right now,gonna use our voices and scream out loud
[Gabriella]
Take my hand;
[Troy]
together we will celebrate,[Gabriella]celebrate.
[Both]
Oh, ev’ryday.
[Gabriella]
They say that you should follow
[Troy]
and chase down what you dream,
[Gabriella]
but if you get lost and lose yourself
[Troy]
what does is really mean?
[Gabriella]
No matter where we’re going,
[Troy]
it starts from where we are.
[Gabriella]
There’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
[Both]
and because of you, I’ve got the strength to startYeah, yeah, yeah!
[Both]
Everydayof our lives,
[Gabriella]
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
[Both]
Gonna runwhile we’re youngand keep the faith.Everyday
[Troy]
from right now,gonna use our voices and scream out loud
[Gabriella]
Take my hand;together wewill celebrate,
[Gabriella]
Oh, ev’ryday
[Troy]
We’re taking it back,we’re doing it heretogether!
[Gabriella]
It’s better like that,and stronger nowthan ever!
[Both]
We’re not gonna lose.‘Cause we get to choose.That’s how it’s gonna be!
[Troy]
Everydayof our lives,
[Gabriella]
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
[Troy]
Gonna runwhile we’re young
[Both]
And keep the faithKeep the faith!
[Choir]
Everydayof our lives,wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run while we’re young and keep the faith
Everyday from right now,gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;together we
will celebrate,
Ev’ryday!
Live ev’ry day!
Love ev’ryday!
Live ev’ryday!
Love ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!
[Gabriella]
Ev’ryday!

Friday, September 26, 2008

Clover's History

关于四叶草,
有一个很美的传说!
以前有一对恋人,他们真的很相爱,
一起住在一片很美 的桃林里,
但是因为一件特别小的事,
他们闹别扭了,彼此不肯让步,
终于有一天,爱神看不下去 了,
他飘到他们住的那片桃林,
悄悄撒了一个谎:告诉他们各方会有难,
只有在桃林的最深处找到 那片四叶草才可以挽救他们,他们听后装作十分无所谓,可是心里还是为对方担忧着,那晚下雨了, 是暴雨,
可是他们仍偷偷为对方到桃林最深处寻找四叶草,
当他们知道对方都很在乎自己,都好感 动,决定让四叶草见证他们的爱情
,爱神笑了……
这是爱神开的一个玩笑,
因为她并不想让幸福来
得过于容易,只有彼此在乎,彼此珍惜的人才配拥有幸福 ……   
四叶草,爱情的见证!!  
启动四叶草的魔法:   
One leaf for name(一叶带来荣誉)   
One leaf for wealth(一叶带来财富)   
One for a faithfully lover(一叶带来爱情)   
One for glorious health(一叶带来健康)   
All in this four-leafed clover.(四叶草啊!你拥有了这四种能力.)   
喃喃念完上述四叶草的颂曲后,
用右手的两只手指握着四叶草,
慢慢的转动四叶草,许下你的愿望。  
讲到幸运草的起源,最早可以追述到公元五世纪,
传教士圣帕垂克带着圣经和福音,
带着宽恕和仁爱,来到了爱尔兰。
此时的爱尔兰是个充满暴力,
野蛮和残忍的异教国家,
甚至连人祭都是普遍的现象,
他用当时爱尔兰随处可见的三叶草来比喻基督教著名的“三位一体”理论,
即“父是神,子是神,
圣灵是神,却非三神,乃是一神”。
历经许多磨难,向爱尔兰的人们传播福音,后来受他的感召,
有更多的传教士跟随他的脚踪来到爱尔兰。
经年累月,春风化雨,福音所到之地,
刀剑残杀被圣经,学校和识字课“和平演变”,
野蛮迷信被文明和教育“改造更新” 帕垂克把无数好事,
他的影响所至,更为爱尔兰的文化谱写了新的篇章。他去世以后,
爱尔兰人民没有忘记他,一代又一代的爱尔兰人纪念他对自己民族与国家的贡献
,把他去世的日子,
每年的3月17日定为:“圣帕垂克节”,他用来解释“三位一体”的三叶草则为爱尔兰的象征。流传到现在,“圣帕垂克节”成为西欧及北美基督教徒的重要节日,
每到这一天,人们都会穿上绿色的三叶草为装饰的衣服,集中游行,举办餐会,参加教堂活动。甚至在芝加哥,每到这一天就会用一种无害的染料把整条芝加哥河都染成绿色的。
三叶草流传到了中世纪,基督教徒们意外的发现这种植物会出现四叶草的形态,
酷似十字架,他们就认为四叶的三叶草是具有魔力的植物,
是上帝恩赐到人间的宝器,可以帮助他们驱赶魔鬼,
发现四叶三叶草的人会具有特异功能,能看到别人看不到的东西,
而那些事物可能会带来灾难。所以四叶三叶草就被当时的人们公认为是幸运的信物,称做幸运草。  
最早记载四叶三叶草的文献出现在公元1620年,
作者John Melton penned在文献中提到“如果有人找到四叶三叶草,
那么他会在不久的时期内交上好运。
发现四叶三叶草的概率有多少呢?十万分之一而已。”
以上是关于幸运草起源比较符合真实历史的一段描述,
还有一种传说认为,
亚当和夏娃被赶出伊甸园后,
夏娃决定找回四叶苜蓿,
以此纪念失去的天堂的生活。
因此,如果发现了这样的苜蓿,
就相当于拥有天堂的一部分。
时至今日,
幸运草被喜爱它的人们赋予了各式各样的美好的涵义,
成为人们之间表达爱情、亲情、友情的信物,
在一切热爱生活的人们中广为流传。 

Thursday, September 25, 2008

沿海公路的出口

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
藉这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路 无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走

用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫 不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次手 就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口等待天黑以后
无边的寂寞连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆 却学不会放手
怎麽走

爱情的逻辑..又有谁搞得清楚?..^^

好久都没有在部落格写有关于感情的事情了..
最近, 在身边的一些朋友, 开始谈恋爱了..
虽然现在是在考试的气氛里..
但他们恋爱的意愿似乎没有什么影响..
希望他们能够爱情和学业, 样样都得意吧..
恋爱?.. 我现在并不想碰到那样的事吧..
就算发现了什么..
我也只想装傻不知道..
因为, 我在短时间内, 是不会准备好的..
再加上, 考试现在是最重要的..
所以, 对不起了..
最近, 也有些朋友的感情出了问题..
我觉得好奇怪...
难道, 在一起久了, 感情就会淡掉吗?..
这种事情, 往往都是女生先发现的..
刚开始恋爱的时候, 双方都会很用心的去维持..
但时间久了, 有些男生就开始淡了..
当女生想跟男生说的时候...
男生却说他们其实比女生压力..
有的还说, 一段感情应该是有女生去维持的..
也许, 这个想法没有错..
但, 女生就不会有压力吗?..
女生的不安有错吗?..
一段感情不是应该由两个人一起面对吗?..
怎么可以把一切事情都推到女生的那一方呢?..
男生不了解女生; 女生也不了解男生..
感情出问题时,
有的时候并不能计较谁对谁错吧?..
感情的逻辑,
我想, 我还不了解吧!..
想起了往事..
但那种悲伤的感觉麻木了..
有的,只是后悔当初付出了一份冲动的感情..
当初, 真的..很天真..

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Again... feel more disappointed..

Zip our mouth...
Fei Li is right..
we really need to keep quite le..
not we lazy, don't want to teach..
juz as we say more, ppl say us always change their planning boh..
but le,
if we didn't shut up rite,
ppl also gt very lihai de cara to let us bi zui de..
u knw wat?..
like naik pangkat de list..
they didn't even let us see jiu let teacher check ler..
i knw still ppl say : " dun let f5 check 1st, later they will change the whole thing.. better go through teacher 1st.. like that f5 have nothing to say ler.."
see~... really lihai..
you guys really so kiang in shua hua zhao..
i pai shou for you guys..
and congratulations to you guys as what you guys wished had happened..
we planning to zip our mouth ler..
since you guys dislike so much..
no comment liao..
Jaga diri ba..
曾几何时,
你们一句不经意的话,
已经让原本关心你们的人,
感到心灰意冷了..

Saturday, September 20, 2008

hardworking and lazy...

We have our physics exam on monday..
and yet i still not in the study mood..
maybe it is because of today is saturday..
my mind always remind me to sleep, watch TV and online...
haha.. see lar..
later didn't get gud results then still wanna tiu..
haha..
that's me lor..
but i got study a bit juz now..
tonight continue again..
I always ask that why human wanna sit in exam hor?..
who create de?..
haha... make us so suffer..
but... on the other hand..
if human do not have knowlwdge,
then we will not have handphones, TV, computers and others things of technology..
so nothing is easy in this world..
the most easy thing is LAZY..
haha..
that's what most of the human beings like to do..
muahaha.. including me too..
but, actually sometimes lazy is good for rest and relax..
but if over, it is not good for you..
so, in conclusion..
we human beings have to be hard working...
in order to get good results..
and the most important things is...
get a high salary's job.. haha..
and also a peaceful life..
woo~
who want?... who want?..
hiehie..
then need to be hardworking lor..
ehekz..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

相信自己, 创造奇迹...

今天的考试,
我想应该还好吧..
哈哈.. 不太有把握..
只剩下几天, 模拟考就要结束了..
接下来, 就更担心和紧张了..
担心考不好, 紧张会拿到几分..
虽然, 我常常告诉自己,
"不用担心, 有尽力, 有进步就好了"..
但其实心里很想要考到好成绩..
但其实要考到好并不是没有可能..
只是, 对我来说是不能急的..
一急了, 就什都乱了..
所以, 还是要放松吧.. ( 虽然没办法放松)
要相信自己是可以做到的..
如果连自己都放弃了,
那么别人再给你多少机会也没有用了..
相信自己, 创造奇迹!! ^^

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Say It Again- Marie Digby

The thing about love
is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up
and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart
that's got me wonderin'
Is this true,
I wanna hear it one more time
Move in a little closer (just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
Get just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
when you are Tellin me that I'm The only one
who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that
I really wanna let you Open that door
And walk into my life
Move in a little closer (just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper (woah)
Just a little louder (yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are Tellin' me that
i'm The only one who blows your mind

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Mock exam..SPM..

Puan. Ting had finished marking the additional mathematics paper 1 ler..
luckily i passed the paper 1... hope paper 2 will be same as my paper 1..
hihi...^^ because i dun wan to fail ler..
SPM left more 50+ days..
really need add oil le lo..
no time for playing..
at least i still gt arrange some time for rest and watch a few hours tv...
11 of November till 27 of November...
although it takes only three weeks this year..
but i feel suffer loe..
haha.. as i not really like to study..
and need to sit there for few hours..
keep on writing, thinking, checking the question again and again...
woo~... tiams..haha..
Hope i can get what i want in SPM..
although i know it is difficult..
but i will work on it..
hope god bless me..
JIA YOU to all my friends too yo!!..

Monday, September 15, 2008

Today's Diary..

I had the add-maths examination today..
overall i think is ok ba..
at least i understand the questions and i know what i am doing..
just i hope that i can pass it.. ( God bless me)^^..
tomorrow will have chemistry examination..
but i haven't finish my revision..
maybe still need to burn the midnight oil ler...
and i realised that my skin become very dull because of no enough sleep..
really look like a panda.. haha..
after mock exam need to sleep a while..
after that then continue revision..
do more and more questions.. read more and more books, essays..
i don't know whether i have some free time for another things..
but just... i will try my best..
This morning, i heard some news from F5 again ler...
news about f4..
F4, do you guys know that what are you guys doing?..
i don't why you guys can do things like that..
afternoon exam, morning baru go photostate..
but got one thing let us feel more... ish...
about you guys de 1st aid mock exam..
and J'Ass can even didn't attend the mock exam because of wanna go damai..
hei, what are you guys thinking?..
do you think that mock exam is not important?..
why can prepare the paper at last minutes de?..
haiz..
i really don't know what to say ler..
as i think that you guys won't use brain to think..
whatever ex-leaders and f5 had help you guys..
and got a very "jing dian" de patah perkataan..
"belajar daripada kesalahan"...
but you guys keep on do the mistakes de..
please mar..
you guys are not stupid de right?..
please... why don't you think for unit le?..
haiz...
hope you guys can awake ler..

Saturday, September 13, 2008

为了你而活


看生命像阵风包不住的痛所以紧握双手
抬起头那流星般的笑容只不过坠落在心中

天空会裂缝我肩头添上的爱那黱久就不怕滂沱
用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

为了你而活为了你而梦为了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
为了你而活为了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

不闪躲在这荆棘遍布中那伤口会开出花朵
天空会裂缝我肩头添上的爱那黱重就不怕滂沱
用眼泪庆贺跨过了坚信这一扇门后真的有天国

为了你而活为了你而梦为了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
为了你而活为了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

为了你而活为了你而梦为了爱我会撑到最后
当世界都乌有守著你的人是我
为了你而活为了你而梦伤痕再深心无法划破
跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

能不能用心去想一想呢?

Form 4,
你们是不是觉得每次我们去你们的任何一个meeting,
我们都总是有话要讲.. 更或者反对你们的见解..
你们有没有想过那是因为什么呢?..
是我们无理取闹吗?.. 还是不爽你们举办的活动比我们的多?. 比我们的大?..
如果你们这样想, 那你们真的是让我们很失望..
我们现在有MOCK EXAM..
才过了一个星期..
就听到你们这个有问题, 那个有问题..
好, 现在问你们一个问题..
问题发生多久了?.. 有了问题那为什么不找方法解决呢?..
你们为什么还能高高兴兴的去分其他活动的POSTS 呢?..
你们会不会分辨什么是重要的呢?...
FORM5 对你们说的话, 有哪一句话是你们会记得的?..
还是在你们心里, 我们已经是EX-LEADERS 了?..
告诉你们今年还没过,
FORM 5 还是有权利干涉你们的事..
重点是...我们要不要?..
你们大可以继续这样的态度...
做事没有仔细的想一想, 遇到问题也不会问FORM5..
莽莽撞撞的举办每个活动..
你们继续这样... 只会让本来有要用心帮你们的人感到心灰意冷..
离你们越来越远...
你们大可继续这样的态度..
但, 最好不要出事情..
最好不要让我们听到什么有关你们的坏事情..
如果你们能成功.. 我们就没有什么好说了..
说了那么多.... 你们明白我们的想法了吗?..
如果你们还不懂的话..
也许,
以后你们再也没机会去懂了..
情况只会每况愈下..
你们... 自重吧!!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Blank...

Pek chek arr...
MOnday will be SPM mock exam ler..
but everyday feel like want to sleep..
so tiring..
and i planned to burn midnight oil later..
nop.. cnt say planned..
is MUST...
otherwise, my history will fail arr..
very hard to study history... nop..
is memories history..
and it is boring..
and yet too many...
shit!!..
who create this subject de?
crazy arr..
make pP suffer onli lar...
shit...
shit...
shit..
arr!!!!...
another advice for you guys:
if nothing necessary, don't come and look for me or disturd me!!!
otherwise... then you will knw...^^
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF THE FORM5 STUDENTS!!! ^^

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Form 6...

Today,
i went to SJK after school..
as usual, i saw dad talked with his friends...
after that,
dad told me that if i want to be a nurse...
i have to study for form6..
then, i will not feel so hard if study nursing..
so, what can i do?.. i have to listen to parent mar..
mum also agree with dad too..
so i have forced to study form6..
haiz..
so misareble..
so hard to study in form6...
hope i can stand for it lor..
haiz...

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

无条见为你


爱你等于拥有一片天空
任何风吹草动
都有你存在其中
自然而然的轻松

一路到夏天的尾声
无所谓到过于激动
我们有笑容我们曾心动
不再是无动于衷

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问
有一天坏的可能

无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂如此沸腾
为我爱的人

喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯
我愿尽力完成
你在我心中几分
难以形容的责任

一路到夏天的尾声
无所谓到过于激动
我们有笑容我们曾心动
不再是无动于衷

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问
有一天坏的可能

无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂如此沸腾
为我爱的人

爱一个人付出才会完整
无条件越爱就越深
永远不分啊

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问
有一天坏的可能

无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂如此沸腾
为我爱的人

模拟考...

好累喔..
才刚考完试不久.. 模拟考又要来了..
每一科科目的书都那么厚..
十二科加起来, 应该有一座山这么高吧..
看了就累, 看了就烦..
好想把书烧掉.. 哈哈..
但, 我知道.. 有多累有多烦...
书还是要念的.. 试还是要考的..
逃不掉的..
我也只能撑下去了..
这次, 要加油了!!..
尽力就好..
^^

Monday, September 1, 2008

Reasons...

Haha..
sure you guys will feel weird that why i wanna change my blog...
here are the few reasons...
erm... last time i try to change the templates mar..
then a lot of things lost.. n cnt post it back ler..
so i feel besong lor.. haha...
another reason is the different meaning between lavender n clover...
u knw what is the meaning of lavender?...
it is Waiting For Love..
that's why i always feel so kan ko.. haha..
i dun want always waiting for love ler...
i dun want let me myself suffer ler...
i hope my life will be full of hope( Clover)
yes...
for me, the meaning for the lil' clover is hope, luck..
n i no need waiting for love... my "mr.right" will automatically appear in my life one day de..
those are the reasons lor..
Here, i would like to take the opportunity to say bye bye to my kan ko memory before..
haha..
GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS TOO!!..