向日葵 代表着希望 但愿这个世界 还有希望 哪怕 只有一点点

♪心里的音乐♪

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Happy Birthday to Lil'panda

Ah moi moi..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU oh..
hope you:
happy everyday
SPM straight A's
goodluck everyday
stay pretty forever..
^^

Saturday, October 25, 2008

16 DAYS

Times for REVISION!!..
GAMBATEH le everyone!!
Countdown for SPM
16 days..
woo~
scared scared~

Monday, October 20, 2008

Sorry..

I heard another news again today morning..
it's abt form4 de news..
just know that they had scolded by ex-leaders during yesterday's meeting..
haiz..
i think most of the ex-leaders are very disappointed ba..
Some of the ex-leaders still have to sit in their exam..
now, they have to help in the state camp..
haiz..
i don't know what to say as what i want to say maybe wrong..
but don't know why that feel so sorry to ex-leaders..
ah dine also always worry about unit le..
actually dun want her think too much le..
as SPM is coming soon..
not only her, i think most of the form 5 are very worried..
we know that worried is useless..
we know that we have to help them..
not we never teach them..
but they never listen to us..
nobody knows why they dun wan listen to us..
act us as INVISIBLE..
and keep on doing what they had planned..
not willing to change and tell us anything le..
we ask, they baru tell..
Now, ex-leaders come back..
what could they feel?.. haiz..
just sorry le.. ex-leaders..
*I apologise if i have say anything " menyinggung perasaan"

Sunday, October 19, 2008

快刀洪吉童


劇情大綱:韓國國內第一部古裝喜劇,拋開之前歷史劇中的沉重感,更加親近地走近觀眾。它並不是描寫天下無敵的大俠傳記,而是更加現實、人性化地表現了新時代中的新的英雄故事。劇中表現出青春,現代的年輕人的愛情和友情,為觀眾呈現出輕鬆,明朗的一部史劇。
朋友们,
如果你们有时间的话..
可以试试看这部连戏剧..
我觉得还不错啦..^^..

Thursday, October 16, 2008

闷闷闷...

又是一个很闷的一天..
老师也没有教什么书了..
真不知道我们为什么还要到学校去上课..
好闷哦..
在课室也不能集中精神..
真的好闷..
但在家里又能怎样呢?.
还是觉得很累..
眼看只剩下25天了..
不该再偷懒了..
加油吧!..
不然, 对不起自己.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

母亲一生的八个谎话

儿时,小男孩家很穷,吃饭时,饭常常不够吃,母亲就把自己碗里的饭分给孩子吃。母亲说,孩子们,快吃吧,我不饿!――母亲撒的第一个谎 男孩长身体的时候,勤劳的母亲常用周日休息时间去县郊农村河沟里捞些鱼来给孩子们补钙。鱼很好吃,鱼汤也很鲜。孩子们吃鱼的时候,母亲就在一旁啃鱼骨头,用舌头舔鱼骨头上的肉渍。男孩心疼,就把自己碗里的鱼夹到母亲碗里,请母亲吃鱼。母亲不吃,母亲又用筷子把鱼夹回男孩的碗里。母亲说,孩子,快吃吧,我不爱吃鱼!――母亲撒的第二个谎。 上初中了,为了缴够男孩和哥姐的学费,当缝纫工的母亲就去居委会领些火柴盒拿回家来,晚上糊了挣点分分钱补点家用。有个冬天,男孩半夜醒来,看到母亲还躬着身子在油灯下糊火柴盒。男孩说,母亲,睡了吧,明早您还要上班呢。母亲笑笑,说,孩子,快睡吧,我不困!――母亲撒的第三个谎 高考那年,母亲请了假天天站在考点门口为参加高考的男孩助阵。时逢盛夏,烈日当头,固执的母亲在烈日下一站就是几个小时。考试结束的铃声响了,母亲迎上去递过一杯用罐头瓶泡好的浓茶叮嘱孩子喝了,茶亦浓,情更浓。望着母亲干裂的嘴唇和满头的汗珠,男孩将手中的罐头瓶反递过去请母亲喝。母亲说,孩子,快喝吧,我不渴!――母亲撒的第四个谎。 父亲病逝之后,母亲又当爹又当娘,靠着自己在缝纫社里那点微薄收入含辛茹苦拉扯着几个孩子,供他们念书,日子过得苦不堪言。胡同路口电线杆下修表的李叔叔知道后,大事小事就找岔过来打个帮手,搬搬煤,挑挑水,送些钱粮来帮补男孩的家里。人非草木,孰能无情。左邻右舍对此看在眼里,记在心里,都劝母亲再嫁,何必苦了自己。然而母亲多年来却守身如玉,始终不嫁,别人再劝,母亲也断然不听,母亲说,我不爱!――母亲撒的第五个谎 男孩和她的哥姐大学毕业参加工作后,下了岗的母亲就在附近农贸市场摆了个小摊维持生活。身在外地工作的孩子们知道后就常常寄钱回来补贴母亲,母亲坚决不要,并将钱退了回去。母亲说,我有钱!――母亲撒的第六个谎 男孩留校任教两年,后又考取了美国一所名牌大学的博士生,毕业后留在美国一家科研机构工作,待遇相当丰厚,条件好了,身在异国的男孩想把母亲接来享享清福却被老人回绝了。母亲说,我不习惯!――母亲撒的第七个谎 晚年,母亲患了胃癌,住进了医院,远在大西洋彼岸的男孩乘飞机赶回来时,术后的母亲已是奄奄一息了。母亲老了,望着被病魔折磨得死去活来的母亲,男孩悲痛欲绝,潸然泪下。母亲却说,孩子,别哭,我不疼。――母亲撒的第八个谎 不论你多富有,不管你官多大,到什么时候也离不开咱的妈....愿天下父母平安度春秋....... 珍惜母亲的每一个谎言,好好的对待父母,很多东西,失去后才得来的珍贵代价太大.所以一定要好好的爱我们的父母~ 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊? 如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼? 是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開? 是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好? 在此祝福全天下父母平安度春秋

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Study Month...

October..
a study month for all the form5 students..
No more times for play, shopping and go out gaigai lo..
but i still got arrange a bit time for TV..haha..
because i want to watch drama mar..
my hobby bo...haha..
and i will not online daily ler..
maybe just online to check mail..
once a week like that lor..
because i really scared already..
if still dun wan start revision..
then i will not get the results i want..
This time mock exam..
i really feel disappointed on my results..
i done really badly this time..
many 67+marks..
can get 70 marks it is?..
but why i still lack of 3 to 2 marks to get it?..
that's mean i really useless le..
haiz..
really need more hardwork lor..
next time MUST try my best best le..
use all the oil i have to PIA ba!!!..

Sunday, October 5, 2008

百听不厌的--乐园

Tomorrow will be a better day..^^

Today is the last day of our holidays...
After today, We will have to keep on studying as the preparation for SPM..
I should nt be lazy anymore..
must do revision everyday..
to make myself more confident in order to get the results i want..
dun wan myself to regret le..
so, i just do my best ba..

My homework haven't finished yet oh..
today have to rush for it..
hope will not rush until midnight lor..
becos as a student..
i must have enough 8 hours sleeping's time in order to keep my mind fresh..
erm... i think i am not suitable to be a "night time cat"..haha..
as i don't want to do so..
becos burn the midnight oil will make me become " lil'panda"..haha..
Tomorrow will be a better day..
Hope all my friends will enjoy their lives..
and stay healthy everyday...^^

Saturday, October 4, 2008

谢谢你..我们只会是朋友了..^^

刚刚我和两位姐妹在bombastic cafe见面..
我们一边吃, 一边聊天..
我真的很高兴, 很轻松..
因为只有面对他们..
我才可以把心里的话..
毫无顾忌地说出来..
谢了哦! 姐妹们..
下一次, 一定还要找时间聚在一起哦!.
直到今天..
我才明白了一件事..
一件令我很疑惑, 误会的事..
之前, 我说过我后悔以前所付出的感情..
因为我真的认为我以前只是一厢情愿..
但, 我误会了..
我不是一厢情愿的..
虽然已经过去了,
但, 我想谢谢你..
谢谢你对我有过感觉..
其实, 说没有感觉到..
我不知道我是不是在骗我自己..
我, 是在逃避吧..
但, 都已经过去了嘛..
我想, 以你的性格..
你是不会回头了吧?..
我也就不必在同一个地方..
等你回头了..
我们只会是朋友了..
也许, 你不会看到,
我在这里写的一切..
但, 想要告诉你,
下次见面, 我不会在感到尴尬了..
因为, 我们还是朋友, 对吗?..^^
以后, 也许偶尔会想起你..
但, 也只是单纯的想一位在我的生命里..
一位特别的朋友..
^^

Friday, October 3, 2008

Diary~

Woo~
today is friday lor..
i haven't finished my homework arr..
just come back from tuition..
feel tired arr..( because cnt wake up late ma)..haha..
although tired but still need to rush for homework..
haha.. becos tmr wanna go out eat eat..hihi..
Parent just bought a mp3 player for me on wed..
its apprearance is just like an ipod.
but it is nt ipod lar..
it is quite cheap becos is under promotion mar..
4GB for RM109 only..haha...
so dad and mum buy for me lor..
feel so happy oh...haha..
these few days hari raya i didn't go visiting eh..
just stay at home..
watch TV, singing, sleeping..haha..
want to become a pig lor..hihi..
i wanna keep fit liao.. on diet liao..
haha..
that all what i want to say..^^
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all of you!!..